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Hello, beautiful beings. Welcome to Leadership by Design Podcast. I'm your host, Karina Apollonia Tripp, and you're about to listen to one of the few episodes that I recorded in the last two years and decided to keep on this podcast despite a slight change in my focus. So you're about to listen to one of them and I hope you enjoy it. Hey guys, welcome back to the new episodes, and today I have a special one. So I want to talk about manifestors with Undefined or OpenG Center and how actually we are designed to move in this world if, as you know or maybe not know, Undefined G uh is by design kind of lost about the direction they are meant to go and they do not have a fixed direction. On the other hand, a manifestor energy is the one which initiates, which initiates for impact in forms, and it seems like they're the first one to go. And when you go into your human design uh chart, you learn about this, this may be a little bit of like a little bit confusing for you because being a manifester seems so powerful and so yeah, like I'm going there and you get out of my way. But what about those who do not know where they should go, do not know who they really are? It's a little bit different story here, and I also want to share my own example because I am a manifestor with undefined G. And even if it seems contraintuitive, the way how I um kind of find out about my own direction, which is not fixed, this is really important to know, was by other people. Was by my projector friend who has a defined G center, uh, was by other manifestor who has a defined G center, and also one generator person uh who also has a defined G center. And this is maybe a little bit confusing, but to be honest, mechanically, doesn't matter if you are a manifestor or any other type, when you have undefined G center, what often happens is that those with defined G are mechanically designed to point you into the place uh to some sort of direction because they have this, you know, they are like this shining lamp of yeah, let's go here. This is where I shine the light, this is the direction where we are going to go, and that may be correct for you or not. Um, to give you an example, um, in 2019, um, human design found me, and I started to obsessively learn about this, like through anything I could put my hands on. And at the time I was working as a stylist uh with um models on set and other photographers, so we often had different people coming in. Uh, so if I didn't know somebody, I would uh ask them if it's okay if I would do their chart while we have a break, or even if we are like doing some shoots, and I would just talk around when I'm styling, and uh, I was just doing it all the time, I was so passionate about that. I also um put myself a reading uh with a generator, Jonah Demcey. He has defined the G Center, and we were talking um, you know, about my activations and all of that, right? We met live and uh he was describing me something about Saturn in my chart, and I was already obsessed with human design, so I did my own research, and he was like, Oh, here I'm not sure how this Saturn would punish you. Uh, and I just shared with him how I understood it in my own life, and he smiled and he said, Huh, you could do it. I mean, like, what do you mean? You could do human design analysis. So when you do it, let me know because I have some people I need to refer others to, and I'm like, uh, but I am not a professional, and he was like, You could be. That was the first light bulb, and of course, I'm emotional, uh, I need my time, so I just got this kind of like somebody informing me what they see for me is my direction based on what I presented. Then my best friend, Projector, also was sharing, like, Karina, you could do that, you know. I'm like, yeah, I'm not sure, you know, all of those like unclarity, but in a way, it's was I was just in it, in human design. I could not stop to share about this. So it was basically obvious for anybody around me, but not for me, because I don't know who I am, what I'm doing, what's my direction. Uh, I feel lost. And I remember the last uh time somebody mentioned it, uh, and there were other people who were like, Oh, you are really good in it, like, how do you know these things about me? But not like directly, you should do it professionally. But then I had um Zoom session with uh one manifestor woman, and she wanted to teach me a little bit about cryptocurrency, and I was like, you know what? I'm so passionate about human design, so I would like to just check your chart and see what I see there, you know. And we did that. She shared about crypto, I shared about human design, and then I was sharing about my life that was uh already 2020. That you know, this job I do as a stylist, it's you know, it's um dependent on the location and all of this lockdowns. I feel really scared. Undefined spleen here, open spleen. I feel really scared uh what I should do, and I don't know what should be my career, like I have no idea. And she was looking at me like so confused. I was like, but you could do human design, like her manifestor impact was really like she was informing, but you could do human design, and I was like, but I what do you mean you are already doing human design and that it hit me? I was doing it, but I was not aware. That was my direction, that was something which I might have as a career, but because of undefined G, I did not see that, and that's correct that I didn't see that, it's also correct that other people were pointing me towards that, and and it may seem contraintuitive or whatever that somebody tells manifestors what they should do. And I agree with you here, but it's not about that. We are designed as manifestors to be also informed, and the telling what to do to manifest is not the same as informing them what they see, especially as a manifestor with undefined G center. Um, we need defined G people to tell us something, what they see. And that's nothing wrong with that, you know? Um and I, with my initiation and with my emotional authority, it's on me to initiate out of that. They didn't tell me exactly what to do, how to do it, if I should do it already now without certification. That was the whole process of me of initiating out of me when I decide that this is something I want to do, that this is correct for me. So I waited for my wife about that to settle and to let my body guide me. And when the clarity came, I immediately found an amazing teacher. Uh, it was just so aligned, uh, Lavina Archers. Um, and I just started my education immediately. So that's one story about even me as a manifester um taking some sort of suggestions from others, it does not mean it's not necessary, even from the other types. You know, it's it's we sometimes feel like, oh, how dare they tell us what they see, what they don't see. And it can be also misleading, and you may close yourself to opportunities of letting people inform you as well. And you don't have to act on it, you don't have to do anything about that. But very often when you have undefined chi, those suggestions are really, really like gold, and then out of your own authority, you can initiate whatever is correct for you. So that's one example of how undefined chi can um connect with their direction. Another one is about the place and about the place you live in, because this is also very important for undefined chi. And again, the same story. My best friend is a projector with an with Defined G and Channel of Alpha, and by design, she is able to know where we should go literally for the future. Back then, uh it was 2016 where I initiated a conversation about me maybe wanting to move. At this time, she lived in England, and I was thinking, you know what, maybe I could move here because I'm finishing my university. Um, I have my business in Poland, but I don't know if this is a place for me. I need a change. And at that point I broke up with my boyfriend. Um, so nothing kept me there besides my mom. But that's a story for another podcast because how I got sign from the universe that I should move is just mind-blowing. Anyway, I won't go into it today because it's going to take too much time, but I initiated the conversation about me moving, but she was the one suggesting the place. And she suggested Amsterdam in Netherlands, and I've never been to Netherlands, I've never been to Amsterdam, and I don't know, somehow I took my time, not knowing human design, it was 2016, and I was 26 by then, and I was telling her, you know what? Let's just visit there and see how I feel. So it's one thing how manifesto or any type of undefined Jeep can feel into the place. So we went there, but I was kind of already convinced before we went that I want to live there. Uh, but I went there, I really liked it, and I moved uh a few months later. Uh, a few months after that, I met my current husband. I found love, I found a place where that was possible for me. Uh, I was forced to speak English um because I didn't know Dutch, of course, and um I learned English at school, but um it wasn't like perfect level, so I was required to do it in order to communicate, and it now I am able to communicate with you, and it was possible because I listened to the suggestion of the find G projector who knew where we should go. The funny story here is that I did not uh stay with my best friend for the whole period of this time because I met my now husband and she moved out back to Poland, but because of her guidance at that point it was necessary for me to land in the Netherlands where I'm still residing, and I don't know if this is the place. Maybe we'll move in to different areas in the world, but for now there is nobody and nothing else suggesting anything else, so I do not know where I should live. I have no idea. Please, if you know, tell me what you sense for me. Um, joke and no joke. Um, so I just want to share with you here that you know being a manifester with undefined G is not that you always know where to go. It's okay to take in information from others, but then stopping and initiating from your own authority. It's not a response, it's not about do I have energy for it, does it light me up? No, no, no. It's stopping this movement, taking in information and then deciding for yourself and initiating action from your own personal field. So that's really important. Um, another example of a manifestor child with undefined G center, Ra was sharing that when you have a manifestor child and they have open or undefined G, oh, better watch out because they will be gone. They do not need anybody to you know uh open door for them. So when manifestor has a undefined G, they often just go somewhere, not knowing where they are going. And they don't know why, especially as a child. So when I was three years of age, between three and four, I remember this. It's weird, maybe because of traumatic event later, uh not so traumatic, but you know, uh something which uh kind of imprint your memory. I remember this urge, and this urge was just my body wanted to move, and I just left the you know the field, like the around my house, the garden, and I lived in Poland in the 90s, that was my childhood in villa in the village. So at this time, parents were not afraid to let a child beer like outside and doing their own thing. As a manifesto, I was quite blessed that I could have this childhood because I had a lot of freedom to just do whatever I needed to do, and I spent my whole childhood just running around the forest uh and just doing whatever I wanted. So at this point, my mom was doing some food in the kitchen. I remember that I needed to be really quiet so she won't notice that I am leaving right now. So I did. I felt this urge to go, and I remember going on the busy street, and I was drawn to some sort of building. And I was there once in this building, and it's quite far away from my house, and it was the kindergarten. So my mom was like orienting if she should put me there, or it's still I'm too young, whatever. Uh, at least that's what I've heard um after when I was older, because they told me the story, but I still remember the moment where I saw this building and I was running towards it, like I needed to go there. And I remember, you know, at this time everything was open there, so I just entered, and that was this big room with kids eating something, like there was like kindergarten kids having a lunch or whatever, and I just came in, this manifesto child with undefined G, and said, I want to eat with kids, and you know, by design, my incarnation cross is the one of the rulership, so my unconscious design son is the gate of queen uh in the sixth line. So now I'm laughing, I behaved like this queen who demands like I am going to eat with kids now, and you need to accommodate me. So, this is what happened, and yeah, I decided for myself with following the urge with undefined g that now this is the place which is correct for me because being in the right place for undefined G people is so important. So at this point, of course, my mom was super worried, and um they were looking for me everywhere, and they finally found me in the kindergarten, and after that, my mom decided to sign me up, um very young uh child there, um, because my manifest her urge and in combination with my undefined G, needed to change the place, needed something else to have healthy development. If place is wrong for us and people in this place, things might not work out. Everything may seem okay, but the place is wrong, and your life will be miserable. And it would be amazing to just tap to this incredible pure expression of this child who's just pulled by the urge, and it doesn't know why it does what it does, but at the same time it was quite spontaneous and it needed to happen for me. Now I am taking my time, and I just wanted to share with you three different stories here because each one of them is important to you know see different ways of how manifestor can find their place, find their direction, find their career. But the most important aspect is that you really process it through your own authority and that this is going to be coming not from your not-self of undefined G where you have to find it. So maybe you are influenced by other people's direction. So you know, even if people with a defined G center are amazing in kind of guiding you towards direction, there is a risk that they may push their direction onto you. It's really important that you check in with your authority because it's easy to take on the direction of others and amplify that and think that this is your direction. That's why coming back to your authority for manifestors is the most important aspect on this path to aligning yourself with the love direction place, uh, which is healthy and correct for you. Another thing I wanted to share with you is actually the beautiful gift of undefined G Center, and I myself experienced that, and this is where my wisdom can be beneficial to others. So mechanically, even if for myself, I am lost and I don't know where I should live, you know, what should be my next move. My career, blah blah blah, all of those questions that mind is asking all the fucking time. I can be an amazing person for those who need to find their own direction. And in my case, because I have the gate one in the line three in undefined G center, this is where my material wisdom can shine. So here I can guide others towards finding their unique self-expression and creative direction. And I also have undefined um G center with the gate two hanging, where it's purely about the vision and direction for them in relationship to those people. How to apply their skills and energy found in the gate 14 for the creative direction that is later expressed through the gate one and the gate eight for those who find me. So this is where I found my biggest potential for wisdom, and I notice many people also with defined G come to my practice, and I am literally able to take on their identity and kind of sense and feel into what's there based on their chart, all the configuration, and I kind of have this vision, and I can inform them about this. So it's up to them and their own authority and their own sovereign being to decide if this is something they want to act on or not, if this is something they respond to, or if the invitation is correct, or if they have sudden knowing over time. So it's always they need to decide. But our defined and undefined centers are of such a value that knowing that configuration, knowing where you have your wisdom for others versus where you are lost and just dumb for your own life is so important. So I do not look at undefined G Center as something um, you know, hard for me anymore. Actually, it's my favorite center to have open. It's like I love it, I love to tune into and read this human design code, you know, and help people to align themselves with their direction, career, material life. And it's also because, um, as I mentioned, my design son, uh, Core Essence is in the gate 45 line six, and Raset, which I also really resonate with, is that my job as 45.6 is to basically help people find their material direction and educate them on that. It's like there's this bigger picture of what can be and how everybody can have a place in the material world, and how they can integrate themselves, like outsiders who think they don't know how to find themselves in the material world, they can come to me and this is what just happens naturally, and this is not something conscious in me, it just happens, and then when I go back to the sessions with my clients, it's like, oh my god, I said that. I was not even aware of doing so. So that's one aspect how manifestor, but not only manifestor, projectors, generators, reflectors, of course, who have undefined G can support, help, guide, share with others. And I found it very beautiful. Another thing I want to tell you is that sometimes people who have a defined G center they may identify with undefined, they may also feel super lost, they don't know where to go and what should be their next step. And of course, if you try to figure it out from the place of the mind, um, not self is always lost. But another aspect of why defined G-centered people uh can identify with undefined G-centered people description is because their definition is unconscious, meaning red. So if you have defined G, I invite you to check in your chart and see if the activations that are forming a channel in your chart are maybe red or are red and black. Um, but if there are anything there is red in that, it means that you might not be fully aware of your love, your direction, your identity, and other people again can tell you, oh, you are like this, and you're like, really? I don't know, I don't recognize that. I am a leader, what are you saying? You know, like for example, going back to my best friend, she has undefined uh sorry, she has defined G Center with unconscious channel of alpha. And I can really see that she is the one guiding towards a safer future, and she guided me to the Netherlands and she's doing it all the time, but she might not be aware of that. So she also often says, I feel lost, I don't know where I should go, what I should do. It's just natural that you won't be aware because it's unconscious. So, again, for example, if you're a manifestor with defined G but unconsciously defined, observe, listen to others informing you about your unconscious definition. My friend, let me invite you into a little fun experiment. This podcast is still a wee one, and I so deeply desire to spread my work as far as I can. If you love this show, please rate it and review it on Apple Podcast, or if you are listening on Spotify, simply rate it and leave a comment under your favorite episode. As a thank you, I will send you my Living Your Design Self-Study program. 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